Differences

Just talked to Miss Barbara, the librarian @ the Seagrove library. She has seen me grow from age 9/10 up! We always have something to talk about. She's a very nice lady.
Just sitting here in the back of the room, typing away...not really knowing what to say.
I went to Julia Ford-Blackmon's yesterday. We haven't hung out in about 3 years & it was fun! We drank the equivalent of 4 bottles of wine!! Super drunk towards the end...it seemed like it took forever to get that way but i told her it was most likely b/c we ate in between. She'd made some home-made sauce for some frozen raviolis & it was not bad. She kept saying it wasn't great, but i know how it is when you try something new and you're not satisfied with it. Try, try again. Anyway, it WAS good!
Brett got online & we had a great time on Skype for like 4 hours! I miss him insanely...
I only got about 5 hrs of sleep & went home in the morning to find dad getting ready for work & asked me if i got drunk last night (which was a given, b/c i TOLD him yesterday afternoon that i was going over there do drink!!) & told me i was killing my brain cells & i said, "well, someone's gotta have some fun in this house!" He's so boring and plain...
I took a shower and made some pasta for breakfast & re-hydrated, then passed out for about 4hrs. then when i didn't get any phone calls, i decided to just get out and do something. So i went to the $General & picked up some Puffs, a $1 pack of fun size snickers & a 12pk of mtn dew & here i am at the library!!
So that's what's going on with me! I am just living the dream!


There's some woman talking to the librarians about her job; telling a story about how people will come in and complain about the coffee being terrible and wanting their money back and her coworker told a man they have nothing to do with that and wouldn't give him a refund and the man said "Well i'll make SURE i get my $ back" & poured the coffee on the floor. She says, "Now what did that prove, other than he was ignorant!?" and the libraians gasped & asked, "did he really!?" -HAHA
i can't see the lady talking but if she works in this small town the only thing i can guess is she's a gas station attendant.


Sigh. I still have yet to get my hair done...keep looking at the box of dye on my desk, but i haven't felt well enough to do it, having been sick for the last month strait! fucking sickness.. But it's felt like allergies, mixed with a terrible cough & severe congestion, so my nose hasn't felt well enough for any crazy chemical smells, but i've felt lots better in the last few days so i think i'll be alright -finally- very soon.
Drinking so much last night has left my belly feeling ill also, so i really need to eat well tonight. I don't know what i can eat but i am craving some sort of baked chicken...even tho i know i don't have anything like that at the house...I might actually drive down the road after i get outta here & go to wendy's for a chicken sandwich instead.
it's 4:20.



I've been listening to The Dirty Heads' cd all day. Saw they have merch @ Hot Topic.