Friday, April 9, 2010

Hi. So, i've been thinking about getting my own place lately. i finally got trained for serving last night @ work. i still have a bit to work on, but that'll be a nice challenge for now.
Just a few weeks ago i took a drive up to NC to visit my dad & see a few friends. Not everything worked out, which was disappointing - considering the 10hr drive, but that's how life goes sometimes. I really like dad's new dog he's giving me; Petey. He's a sweetheart American bulldog mix. I really want to have him here if i choose to stay. I hate not knowing what's going on with my life. I'm not doing anything useful. I'm working, but not as much as i could be @ my age - which is disallowing me to save money. I should be working my ass off, saving up for a car, a place, or retirement. *shakes head* I just don't know what's keeping me here in FL. Family? Friends? Job? i have those same 3 things in NC - in different numbers but still, i have them. I think i need to make some sacrifices. I think it's time to move back to NC & figure out there what i want in my life. I've kept everything in NC so far, i don't understand why it's taking me forever to decide what to do!
Let's pray i keep this attitude up so i don't waste anymore of my precious time...

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